Sem vontade, sem força...

Infelizmente ainda estou mal!
Incrível como eu não tenho vontade de fazer nada, só ficar deitada.
Perdi o interesse nas coisas, perdi aquela força que eu tinha.
Estou passando por uma fase complicada. E que fase! Não passa nunca!
Mas aos poucos estou me recuperando. Aos poucos vai! Aos poucos a gente consegue!
Estou medicada. O remédio me fez mudar bastante, tanto física como psicologicamente.
Mas não pode deixar de ter fé.

Logo eu volto!

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